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  I can see that you've been crying
You can't hide it with the lie
What's the use in you denying
That what you have is wrong

I heard him promise you forever
Like forevers come and go
Baby he would say whatever
It takes to keep you blind
Tell the truth between the lies

CHORUS: Oh I can love you more than that
I won't say the words, then take them back
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that

Baby you deserve much better
What's the use in holdin' on
Don't you see it's now or never
Cause I just can't be friends
Baby know we're near the end


There's not a day that passes by
I don't wonder why we haven't tried
It's not too late to change your mind
Just take my hand
Don't say good bye

I will love you more than that
I won't say the words then take them back

I played this song almost every morning since early last year. Why? Well, nothing special actually. I utilized my PC as “ringing clock”. I set my pc to automatically play my MP3 collection every 6 o’clock and the BSB song is one of the songs in it.


The song should bear some meaning to me especially in June and July 2003 but it does not matter anymore now.


It’s almost ironic coz I sing the song frequently – (only the Chorus part, heh). Ironic coz in some way, it’s almost exactly what I wanted to say to my friend – who was then my potential significant others (you can call gf, mate, awek or whatever).


Aku terlibat dalam Cinta 3 segi since November 2002 to November 2003. Ha! And the “best” part was, I ‘played’ the potential “perampas” part. I thought that “perampas” is quite harsh label but what the heck! It’s a label being utilized by our society for a person like me!


It’s been bittersweet experience for me for the whole year. Campur tolak kali bahagi anyway, aku rasa everything work out fine. By the end of the whole affair I reap a considerable amount of invaluable knowledge and lessons.

That year (2002-2003) was by far the most enriching year in my whole life in term of personal development.


I am in some way an improved person now. I see things differently from before. A whole new dimension and perspective is now open for me to explore and experience.


There is still one bad habit that I’m struggling to shrug off – Malas. There are numerous topics and knowledge that I intended to talk about and share it with everyone … in my blog but then, aku malas. Yah … not too late I guess to include being diligent into 2004 resolution.


Anyway, I’m looking forward to share more experience and knowledge in my weblog. I will seriously start in mid February coz now I’m in the process perpindahan rumah.


Nope, it’s not that I’m moving my site away from tripod, but aku nak berpindah rumah betul – dari rumah sewa ke rumah sewa beli. This 2 weeks going to be a pretty hectic week for me.


All in all, that’s all 4 today’s entry. Caca marbala – no apparent topic I’m talking about today … nonetheless something to say to ease my urge to talk!


Till next time!


PersWis, Teusday, 27th January 2004;